About Me
Welcome to my corner of the internet...
I’m Andrew Yaklin a 30 year old Leo who’s on a journey of self discovery, healing, connection, and spiritual growth. Growing up I felt like a stranger in my own skin. I struggled to connect with others emotionally often feeling dismissed and misunderstood. I was taught to suppress my emotions and to put on a mask to try to fit in. Expressions like “boys don’t cry” and “its not a big deal” echoed in my mind, leaving me feeling unheard and unseen.
These experiences left me feeling isolated and misunderstood, so I retreated into the sanctuary of writing. My notebook became a safe place for me where I could pour out my thoughts and feelings without fear of judgment or rejection. Writing became my saving grace in a world that often felt too cruel and too unforgiving. I finally found a place where I could unapologetically be myself.
Through journaling, I discovered the power of self-reflection. In the process of putting pen to paper I began to unravel all the tangled emotions inside me. It allowed me to take off the mask and reveal the person I kept hidden for to long. In the hand written confessions I finally discovered who I truly am. I began to explore different forms of Journaling, each offering its own insights into my soul. From gratitude journals to stream-of-consciousness writing they have all helped me in different ways. Journaling allowed me to find my voice and eventually my passion for poetry
The more I wrote poetry the more I learned the healing it could bring. Each line I wrote became a bridge between my inner feelings and struggles and the outside world. Poetry allowed me to find peace in the chaos, Beauty in the pain, and hope in the darkness. It was like each word was whispering secrets only my heart could understand. Each poem I write is a reflection of my innermost thoughts and feelings, serving as a therapeutic outlet for me.
But even with writing as my outlet, I still felt lost. It wasn’t until I hit rock bottom that I realized I needed something more. I was in desperate need of a connection with something greater than myself. that’s when I started rebuilding my relationship with God. I embarked on this journey that was full of uncertainty and fear, yet I felt a sense of purpose and meaning that I had never known before. Each step forward was a leap of faith. This path has been full of ups and downs, but through it all, I’ve learned that faith isn’t about having all the answers, its about trusting in something bigger than yourself. And as I’ve opened myself up to this journey, I’ve started to uncover the truths about the universe and about myself that I never knew before.
Recently I’ve been feeling called to share my story because I believe it can resonate with others who have faced similar struggles. So when a friend suggested I started a blog, Even though i’m still navigating this journey, I’ve embraced the idea fully. Here I’ll share my personal struggles, lessons learned, and insights I gained along the way. Life is a winding road and none of us have all the answers. But by embracing vulnerability and letting go of control, I’ve found that i’m continually learning and growing even when I least expect it.
I wont pretend to be an expert on any of these topics and I know that I might not be the best writer but what I can promise is that I am committed to showing up as my true self and that I will be as honest and authentic as possible in each word I write. I will give you a raw, unfiltered look into my world. I’ve made mistakes and I’ve stumbled through darkness, but in embracing it I’ve found the light within me. As I share my story I hope to inspire you to embark on your own journey, to find solace in the shadows, and to write your next chapter with some new insight and a deeper understanding of life.
I invite you to join me as I continue to write my story and explore the endless possibilities that life has to offer. Let’s walk this path together, hand in hand, as we uncover the beauty in the brokenness and the light in the darkness. Let’s explore the depths of our souls, seek connection in shared experiences, and spread love and kindness wherever we go. Let’s allow ourselves to be honest and open with others because in vulnerability lies the power to heal and to inspire on a level that goes beyond just words. So I would like to welcome you again, because it’s truly an honor to have you here.